Not in the mood....

I don't feel like doing anything...I just want to curl myself up in bed and hope that tomorrow never comes. This is not because i want to avoid problems but because i am unable to solve my problems and worries. I feel hopeless and useless at the same time. I lost something i treasured, i had deteriorated memory and brain power due to stress, poor health, poor results i supposed...and of course my wish to enter the music camp and MPYO is crushed....i have done everything i could to prevent these from happening but it remains the same. I FAILED!!